my life is confusing! ugh.

so last night I had a blast from the past so to speak.
My ex came over. we talked. it was really really nice.

and I dont know if it was the fact that hes got a girlfriend now and I cant have him.

or the fact that he looked so damn good.

but I totally wanted him. lol.
His gf called. and I was seriously JEALOUS.

He hasnt been mine in friggin 3 1/2 years but I was jealous.

I dont know what my problem is.

Do I seriously like him again?
Jesus please no.

so I decided that since Im a Senior and Ive got lots of things on my mind, that Id get back to this thing... yeah Like a whole year later. lol.

Ill be writing in here when I get the chance.
It seems like myspace consumes my life.

more thoughts later when I have the chance to actually write them.

okay Ive been neglecting my xanga... because I have a myspace... and whoever is reading this that doesnt have a myspace... totally totally needs to go check it out... www.myspace.com/skellie22

<3 to all! ~mel

OOOOOHHHH MY Birthday was on Friday... gah Im 17 now, its kinda weird.... I got a pink razor phone and loads of cash and giftcards... and cassie got me taebo... lol

Im trying my best to stay calm... people really piss me off...

today is the rents' 22nd anniversary... If I could be that happy after 22 years of marriage I would praise God ceaselessly... lol

tomorrow I go to the Mavs game with Ja, HECK FREAKIN YES....

lata hatas

~Mel

Last night, I had a blast with Em.  Im so glad I decided to go hang out with her instead of moping around! She helped me realize some things and guess what, Im going to get over it!...

boys can be replaced, but you cannot replace good times with friends...

*cuz Im rich Beeyotch!* hahaha

My EM n Me!

sillllllliness!

yeah I know, you only wish you were as cool as us....

peace out fools...

<3 ~Mel